*depletion*...
is it possible to run out of the force that pulls us towards our destiny? i just watched a movie about how fate ran out between 2 people who loved each other very much. it was such a quietly powerful movie, and so incredibly moving. with every relationship we enter into, be it with an acquaintance, a friend or a partner, this relationship will end at some point in time. does this then mean that the force that pulled us together has run out? someone once told me that people come into your life for: A) a reason, B) a season, C) a lifetime. each person brings a lesson with them into your life. i have met many people who have come into my life for a reason, but i have yet to reach a point in my life where more people begin coming into my life for a season and lifetime. for this to happen, i must be at a point in my life where i am able to share more, grow and learn. gosh... does this make any sense??
they say that "love is blind, but friendship is clairvoyant"... i totally agree with this, which is probably why i'm so reluctant to open myself to love again. people say that i'm being stupid, but i just think i'm being realistic. i'm beginning to see how much more important it is to be with friends, than to be spending the majority of my time with just one person. i have a feeling i'm going to be getting a lot of flack about this from certain people in the next 24 hours... oh well... chacun a son gout!~