Oh...

"Climb on top of all you despise, it's a better view from the lies" - Lifehouse, How Long

I can't sleep. I'm troubled by my chat with Sam (my alternative therapist) earlier this evening. By saying "I think I'm reading too much into things"... Is this a way of saying "denial"? I must admit, I've always thought that I'm more than a bit thick when it comes to matters of the heart. I need things to be spelled out for me. I never take the first step because I'm always thinking "I'm reading too much into this". I know that in this day in age, with the women's movement and the likes... women should start taking charge over things. But I still think that courtship should be initiated by the guy. Am I old-fashioned? Can we harmoniously mix new and old ideas? I feel strongly about tradition when it comes to romantic relationships. Am I behind the times?~