*Chaos*
My life's been thrown a little off-whack in the past couple of days. Actually... MY life is alright, but outside factors are really starting to affect me and that's NOT good.
I'm really trying to learn how to distance myself from certain things and trying hard not to let things affect my life. This of course, is easier said than done. I have to work really hard to focus on myself and be selfish and not deal with other people's issues (that I probably can't solve) until I'm done sorting out my life... does that make sense?
My priority right now is school and my life here in New York. I'm trying to get myself to see that everything that happens outside of my little world right now is "out of range". Grrr.... Those things still bug me though...
I actually DID end up going to see the tree at Rockefeller. It's probably the most beautiful tree I've ever seen. There's nothing super special about it. It's just lit-up and really bright. I think it's just how it's set in front of the building and with the skating rink at the foot of it that makes it somehow... magical. This weekend, with the FOOT of snow that we're expecting in the next 48 hours, it should look "complete".
It's funny how a foot of snow is causing a frenzy here in Manhattan. It doesn't seem that big a deal to a Canadian like me... right guys? I mean... it's not as though it's just all going to come down in one go. It's the accumulated amount over the weekend that's going to be a foot high... seriously... I don't see the panic in that.
Right... time for bed. I'm in the gym in the morning... I've been really bad with the whole training thing lately. I'm starting to get into hibernation mode... Zzzzzzzz.....~