Wednesday, July 23, 2003

*Contemplating*...
Time for a serious post...
I really don't know what to do. I'm now facing the one of the biggest crossroads in my life. The first thing one needs to know to sorta understand the situation, is that my enrollment at Columbia rests on the receipt of a transcript from (none other than) HKU. The sorta good thing is that with the help of my dad, I've managed to pull strings and get something of the sort from them. However, due to the fact that (for some reason) HKU is the slowest moving (and most disorganized) institution in the world, and unable to give its students ANY proof of their studies there for A WHOLE YEAR... I wasn't able to secure residence for the fall semester. Now... this leaves me with 3 options, and I really have no idea which one to choose...


1) I pull my hair out and haul-a** out of HK to find a place in Manhattan and start the program in September... OR
2) I relax and take the Spring (January) start that Columbia has just offered me... and probably get housing... OR
3) I put Columbia on hold for goodness-knows-how-long and continue with this job I love, while trying to turn pro at the same time (right)...


Option 3 is sounding pretty good right now. I'm leaning towards options 2 and 3, but my dad's pushing for 1...
See, I know that my decision is going to change the course of my life... no majorly, but enough. I hate growing up... it just means more and more big decisions.
Ugh... this is a NIGHTMARE. I'm trying to wrangle my way into residence... and it's so horrible. The people I need to talk to are ALL on holiday. I think something's telling me to put this back on the shelf for a little while longer...
Gotta spazz for a while. I'm going to blow up at the next person I talk to... so it's not a good idea to talk to me in the next 4 hours. I'm going to spazz... then sleep my tantrum off. Notte~

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