*Doors*
I believe that in our journey through life, it's not simple a path that we travel along... I think it's more like a corridor with multiple doorways that we must get through. Some doors have been left ajar by others, some need keys (some of which are hard to find)... and some are just held open for you.
It's been a tough 2 months for me. I've gone through my fair share of doors lately... and it felt as though I was fumbling about with the keys the whole time. I think I've found the right doors now though, and it's time I suck it up and walk through them.
Although things haven't gone smoothly this past year for me, I think I've learned a lot about myself. I think I've made more of an effort this year to spend more time with friends and less time doing solitary things... I've learned that my thoughts and opinions are way too right wing for HK... and just 'cause I LOOK Chinese, people expect me to ACT and THINK Hongkie... uh... I don't think so!
I'm starting to get a little more excited about Columbia. I don't think it's really going to sink in until I'm actually standing in the middle of campus. It's not everyday that we get to live out our dreams... and I'm determined to really live it while I'm there.
Two more days 'til I'm in the Big Apple... wow...~