*Decisions*
We go through life living with the consequences of our decisions. Sometimes these decisions were good, but more often than not... they were poorly thought-out.
I've made my share of bad decisions. I'm not ashamed of these decisions and I'm very open about them and sharing them with my friends... I guess to help them see what could happen if they made similar decisions. I love that my friends feel the same way and are always ready to share their experiences and bad decisions with me.
In the past 2 or 3 years since that year I experienced the greatest highs and lows in my life, I think I've made pretty sound decisions. These decisions haven't necessarily made me any better or worse, but they've put me in a better position to discover myself and to feel more comfortable with myself. I'm not so insecure anymore, and I feel like I can do anything.
I don't know if I regret pouring all my heart into that ill-fated relationship 3 years ago. I just know now... I think I'm ready to open up again. Only thing is... I don't think I have the time to get to know another person... All I want to do is sleep!
I made my decisions... and I'm sticking by them. I refuse to be short-changed or hurt again... ever...
I love where I'm at in my life now. Granted, there are areas that could be improved upon... but I'm happy... I have good friends to share this time with... *smooch* to y'all!~