*Game Over*
My last day in Fukuoka before I head up to Tokyo and back to my life in New York...
Chris and I are completely over. It's painful to have to go through this again, but I'm going to have to deal with it.
I don't know how long it's going to take to "get over" everything this time, but thankfully I know the reason why this isn't working out. I'm definitely hurting right now, but I think I'll be able to cope better once I'm back in New York.
With this, I'm going to bid adieu for now. I'm looking forward to seeing Y. in Tokyo and looking forward to getting my life back on track.
I need some time to think and be alone for a while. I'll be back posting again... maybe in a week or so.*