*Losing Faith*
Despite my decidedly positive outlook on life at the moment, I'm beginning to lose faith in "relationships". I'm not insinuating that I've run into any rough patches, but to be honest, I've become rather lukewarm about the idea of "being" in a relationship.
I'm not losing faith because of anything I'm experiencing, but I'm seeing relationships around me disintegrate. Again, I'm not naming names, but I'm seeing several relationships fall victim to what I call "man-with-a-straying-di**" syndrome. Are men lead through life by their what-nots? Why are these perfectly great girls having to go through what I am seeing? To me, it looks absurd. Smart, beautiful girls are being replaced by cheap 'n' easy replacements. I really don't get it. Is it really that easy? All a girl needs to do to get a guy is to reel them in between their legs?
Yeah, I know people say "oh these infatuations don't last", but why does it happen? I'm at a loss for words. To hear about infidelity really kills me. Everytime I get a call from a friend, pouring their heart out, I hurt. I just want to be as strong a person I can for them and help them through it. I'm a firm believer though, that if it happens, you can never salvage the relationship. If he's done it once, he'll do it again...
I'm hurt. And probably, this is the reason why I'm in my room on a Friday night. Are men predisposed to cheat if they think they can get away with it? Or are the women setting themselves up for this? I have no idea...~